*~My Problem~*

I can blame you all I want
But deep down I know it's my own problem.
I let myself down by letting you in.
My head couldn't hold on to logic and reason.

From now until whenever
I know you'll be important in my eyes
But you won't hear these words
I choose to try so hard to shut up inside.

It may seem sad to think about
How little you know and how you don't seem to care
But the saddest thing of all
Is I'm letting myself feel something you don't share.

While you're away this can be my test.
How long can my heart survive without hearing from you?
I'll try my best to keep everything hidden
But these words will still form when there's nothing to do.

It's my problem - I should keep it inside and hold on to it selfishly.
Even if you knew, nothing would change between you and me.

♫~Elaine~♫