*~Does it Really Matter?~*

How many days have gone by since his departure?
It does not matter how often she checks the calendar.
She wonders what she did to deserve every thorn---
Each dream draws near only to be torn.

With only herself to blame she keeps on waiting ---
If only she created a stronger fortress in the beginning
No one should have been able to unbind her.
No one should have ever been able to move her.

How many days before he'll return once more?
The days still continue unchanged as before.
In her cold stone chamber she remains unmoved
As her knight's existence goes on unproved.

She is forced subconsciously to think of him only.
Every few minutes his image crosses her mind briefly.
Allowing her mind to wander near his dream,
She stabs her own wounds from within.

How many days since their words were exchanged?
Does it really matter if his heart cannot be changed?

♫~Elaine~♫

now I should be able to study haha... -_-'