*~Unable~*

Unable to change the expression on her face
On days spent by herself
She struggles to keep her smile in place
Just in case he is looking her way.

She tries to become someone who he'll chase.
Unable to find another way
She will keep waiting, just in case,
Her patience proves worthwhile.

She appreciates the empty space
He'll surely leave someday.
She won't be able to forget his face
Even long after she must leave.

Because his presence is something special,
For the time being she'll choose to be hopeful.

♫~Elaine~♫


Don't worry~ it's just a poem ^_^ Everything is ok now
Soon exams will be over and I can paint again~
I can immerse myself in novels again~
I can focus on my beloved language studies again~
I can resurrect my Yamapi dream again~
I can watch dramas again~
Everyone deserves to be happy ^_^ Everyone should be happy~
Smiling takes less energy than frowning~

so...in the words of Josh Groban (and Charlie Chapman)....

♫ ~Smile though your heart is aching
Smile even though it's breaking~
When there are clouds in the sky you'll get by.

If you smile through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll see the sun come shining through for you

Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile. ~♫

^_^