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9月29日 september lyrics lolhey hey, here are a bunch of lyrics i've written this month :P hope you like them. They're not all depressing lol Don't worry I'll be fine.
let's start off with some short bits and pieces which are untitled and unfinished at the moment lol
1. As I walked down the same road today
To where you used to go
To where I have to go
Down the same path you used to walk
I felt my heart break and crumble away.
Sunshine shines on my face
But this pain I just can't erase
Let the skies open and let me drown
Let me be frozen until I am found.
2. Why am I still awake?
Is this early or late?
What am I doing?
How long will it take
My heart needs a break
What are you doing?
Summer is officially ended.
University starts soon
You know I'm more than apprehensive.
What if I bump into you?
3. This, this is my philosophy:
If I don't find love
Then I can never lose it.
4. You found your way back to my heart
But you and me, we both know
We were and will always be apart.
Yours doesn't, but my pain shows.
I don't know and I can't tell.
You always make me feel this way.
Until you returned I was doing so well
Now I sit around in a daze.
5. This time I'm letting go
Just to let you know
That I'm always waiting.
I've hurt enough now, I know.
This time I'm letting go.
This time I'm not losing.
I'll try and be who I am
Not someone else you might like.
I'll talk more. I won't be a clam.
I'll have faith that you care, 'cuz you might.
6. Sometimes you stay to say, "good bye"
Most times we don't get far past "hi"
The silence between us
Struggles to be free.
I know a small part of you
Wants to be with me.
Every morning I'm early
And I wait all alone
Each time I look up to see if you're there,
I feel my breath go.
But this is ridiculous
There's really no need
For me to be anxious over you.
You always come and smile a greeting
But you're late and we don't get much time to speak.
Ok so those were more like short poems...hehe....now onto ones that have choruses and verses and all the goods lol. Most of them have titles :P
Dare
Dare to dream and you'll find an answer
Even if it seems unlikely now.
Dare to dream and you'll find what you're after
With faith you'll rise above the crowd.
chorus:
There's no such thing as wasted time
You think you're wasting your life away.
There's always hope and you'll be fine.
Just let it go and cry for today.
Tears will dry, we'll be okay.
Dare to hope and you'll find an answer.
There's more than just one door.
Dare to hope, your life can be altered.
Just have faith, life is so much more.
chorus
Dare to love and you'll find the answer.
Don't doubt and miss out.
Dare to love before he leaves forever.
Share your life with someone, somehow.
I don't want to
I'm not quite invisible
But I barely exist.
If I walked away
Would I be missed?
chorus:
I don't want you to be the one
I'm so confused, I don't know what I want.
Love? You? It's impossible.
I don't want to lose a friend.
Love? You?
.....I don't want to.
I need help but I'm afraid to ask.
Scared that you'll walk away too. I know if you leave me
I won't know what to do.
chorus
Sitting alone beneath the trees in the shadows
Hanging on to the moments before you'll go.
Letting you go...but I don't want to.
chorus
(no title yet :p suggestions please?)
chorus:
Love's the most beautiful dream.
It's also my worst nightmare.
Dreams are illusions,
You're never really there.
I've been told there's no dreams without love.
Then why am I dreaming again?
Nothing is clear
But I still know you're here.
I see you reach for my hand
And I wake up wondering who I've dreamed of.
chorus
Dreams are a way of letting you hold on to
The things reality made you let go of.
I knew what it was like to believe in dreams
But he convinced me there was no love.
(another untitled one :p help! This one's a bit odd hehe...)
chorus:
You break it, you buy it.
I'd like to see
How long you can live with the guilt.
You break, you buy.
This much you owe me
Because of you my heart's a bottomless pit.
Something tells me you're not acting yourself.
The guilt's taking over and you know I can tell.
So why won't you give in?
In the end, you know I'll win.
Stop running from your stupid mistakes.
All my concern for you is turning to hate.
chorus
This is your last chance to redeem yourself.
Pay up, I'm serious, you knew me too well
So you thought I'd be easy
But who's winning now? Me.
chorus
I sentence you to live with this guilt
Of breaking a poor girl's heart
Forever
-case closed-
In My Dream
chorus:
I think I dreamt last night afterall
But I don't really remember.
Something about you,
Something untrue-
Because in my dream you were still here.
In my dream you came to sing to me
But your voice sucks in reality.
In my dream we talked for hours
But awake, we'd never speak.
chorus
In my dreams we were happy together.
In reality, I'm not so sure.
In my dream we'd walk for miles.
Awake, we walk away from each other.
chorus
You'll always be someone somewhere in my dream.
(yet another untitled one)
My eyes can barely stay open
But I don't want to sleep yet.
You're here again, I don't wanna dream tonight.
I don't know if I can take it.
chorus:
Once again you're alone
Like I've always been.
I don't know,
Maybe now I'll mean something
But I have no more faith in dreams.
I'm not letting you get to me.
I'm keeping my heart this time.
I'm tired but I want to know. Why're you always here?
I don't know if I can take it.
chorus
I should've known my heart was still near you.
I shouldn't have let it show.
If you can do me a really big favour,
Please let me go.
chorus
I'm Sorry
I'm sorry that she broke up with you...
No, I'm not really sorry.
I'm sorry I wasted all my time on you...
Yea, I'm really sorry.
chorus:
It's your own fault
You're killing yourself.
If you feel hurt,
Just think how I felt.
You know I cared.
It wasn't fair. It's your own fault
'Cause you chose someone else.
I'm sorry that I'm too good for you...
No, I'm really not sorry.
I'm sorry for thinking I wanted you...
Yea, I'm definitely sorry.
chorus
I'm sorry it's all your fault.
I'm sorry if you're hurt.
If I hate you, I'm sorry.
If you don't understand, I'm sorry.
(and again...untitled)
Everything's been said already.
What am I supposed to say?
How can I make you believe
That I really don't need you to stay?
Everyone knows that I'm fine now
And I'm believing it more everyday.
I'd start over with you if I knew how
But I don't, so please go away.
chorus:
All the words have been said
And there's no turning back.
You told me yourself
Not to dwell in the past.
What's done is done. Your pain won't last.
Everything's been said already.
What's left that you have to say?
I'm telling you, it's ok if you leave
But now you say that you'd like to stay?
Can you be any more selfish?
Can't you see I'm fine now?
Can you tell me how?
Can you tell me why?
Why are you trying to fix things now?
chorus x2
Shattered
I didn't plan on talking with you again.
I didn't think you'd suddenly be a friend.
Once again, I'm letting you into my heart
But there's no way we can go back to the start.
chorus:
My heart's like shattered broken glass.
It will take forever to fix.
I fell far and I fell too fast.
I'll never find all the missing pieces. I didn't expect you to reply so soon.
I didn't expect to hear an answer from you.
Once again, you've found a way into my mind But I'm not gonna let history repeat this time.
chorus
I hope things will work out better this time.
You know I haven't forgotten after all this time
I've gathered many pieces of my heart but I'm,
I'm still not sure that I'm gonna be fine.
chorus
(no title...)
Don't blame me for being mean.
You started it first.
You always lie about where you've been.
It's me that hurts.
I don't want to...
chorus:
...lose my voice, yelling at you.
...lose my time wasted on you.
...I can lose the pain and tears, but
I don't want to lose my heart to you.
You think I sounded harsh to you?
Don't blame me.
You always play with my mind. What can I do?
I'm the one who hurts. It's me.
I don't want to...
chorus
You've messed up my life for the last time.
I'm not hanging around with you anymore.
You broke my heart like the last time and last time.
I'm not gonna come back anymore
Because I don't need you...
(no title :P)
I'm sore like I've never been before,
But it would be worse if he knew.
I feel his hand so close to mine.
What am I going to do if it's true?
chorus:
If he's the one for me
He'd finally fix my broken heart.
If he's the one for me
He'd shine through the cold darkness.
If he's the one...
He is the one
But not the one for me.
This time I won't need to do damage control
Because it's too early for him to notice.
It's surprisingly easy to talk with him, I won't risk this for the nightmare love is.
chorus
(ok so I stretched, the vast majority of these are untitled)
Sometimes, I know, it's hard to find me
But don't worry
You know I'm always here.
Right now, who knows what's meant to be
There's no hurry
You know I'll be there.
chorus:
I tend to crawl back into my corner
Where I'm free to be me. I'm free to cry.
You can't ever see that side of me,
When you're around I have to stay happy
Because I don't want to have to explain why.
I think I'd rather die.
Most of the time it's too easy to understand me.
My face tells a story.
You can tell how much I care.
I didn't know how hard it would be
To act like I'm so happy
When you can't say how much you care.
chorus
Every night at this time I'm always sitting on my bed
Hoping things will only get better.
Every night I'm always sitting here alone
Hoping you'll just fly out of my head.
chorus
Ok so there are most of my lyrics and poems for this month lol. We'll see what happens to inspire me next month....midterm....stress....omg....
CIAO
love,
Elaine
9月13日 I can't believe i forgot my pencil case...So yea, i must've been really tired last night cuz i totally forgot to pack my pencil case into my bag...and i had no writing utensil whatsoever. Hey guess what though? Someone lent me a pencil :p I'm not gonna say too much here cuz i told jamie i'm not telling her until i see her in person cuz she FORGOT about me WAITING for her ALL BY MYSELF. ahem. Anyway, yea, TINA ur the other one who made me wait and didn't show up! TODAY TOO. and Shelley was waiting for you too! WHERE WERE YOU GUYS SERIOUSLY!?!?! I wanted to tell someone about my recent adventure but there was no one to tell!!!! TINA CALL ME. JAMIE YOU BETTER BE AT THE FOUNTAIN THE NEXT TIME YOU SAY YOU'RE GONNA BE THERE! YOU TOO TINA. anyway, i'm kinda happy and a little distracted right now....also i have to teach in 45 minutes and then i have to go buy my art supplies....OH and i still have to think of something with an interesting shade of red to bring to painting class tomorrow....Chris was wearing red today...how ironic lol. But just cuz he's cute doesnt mean i have to like him. Right. Cuz I don't need a boyfriend. Really. I've lived this long without one, I can live that way a little longer....
Oh and i wrote more lyrics. but i don't have time to post them right now....LATER
love,
Elaine 9月8日 Uvic begins...So...i've finished the first week of university! I've already found a guy who will most likely turn into a bad crush lol. He's just so cute though...haven't managed to talk to him yet :p I'm stupid i know lol I could've sat beside him today but I thought someone was already there so I ended up sitting infront of him lol. Today on the way home on the bus, this old-ish looking guy started talking to me. Well he was talking to Johnny but he left and I was there. It was a pretty weird and pointless conversation lol. Most of the time i just nodded and smiled politely lol. Yes... it's so hard to find people at uvic! So many people! Anyway, I'm gonna get back to Italian homework now...see y'all later!
Love,
Elaine 9月4日 some lyrics, don't have title yet :P*Hey I've been writing lyrics recently. Haven't gotten to melodies yet but the ideas are swimming around my head. Wait for it! lol I've gotta say, buying Ryan Cabrera's two cds pushed me to actually start writing songs lol. I don't know if these lyrics are any good so yea, tell me what u think! Thanks guys!
(Don't have a title for this one yet :P)
Your heart isn't big enough to hold both of us.
Only she will remain in your mind But I won't forget how you smiled at me
'Cuz i know we shared a love undefined.
(chorus)
I met you before her,
I'm leaving before her,
I'll always remember
You left me for her.
I knew all along things would end up like this.
She'd deepen the distance between you and me. We'll keep on drifting farther and farther apart.
One of us has to go but not her. It's time for me to leave.
Chorus
Try to smile once more
When I walk out the door.
Leave me with one good memory.
I met you before her
Why am I leaving before her
I'll always remember
I let you leave me for her.
Friend
A picture's worth a million words,
Words I've always kept inside.
They'll always be there
Waiting for the one who cares.
(chorus)
I can wait forever
And nothing will change.
I don't wanna ever
Fall again...my friend.
I've got one last photo
With a million memories attached.
I don't want them but they're here
Keeping him so near.
chorus
But it happens...happens over and over again
Because you are and always will be
only my friend.
I'm not weak
(chorus)
I'm not weak
It's just that when you speak
I can't focus on anything else.
I'm not weak
My heart just skips a beat
And I can't seem to stop myself.
I know I told you to leave me alone
But is it too late to take it all back?
I didn't think I needed anyone
But when you smile at me, I can't just ignore that.
chorus
You know when you tell me that I'm just scared
To take a chance and fall for you,
It only makes me doubt that I really care
Until you smile and say you were scared too.
chorus
Your words are almost lyrical
Though you sound really cheesy
But it's a small miracle
'Cuz I think I might fall completely.
chorus
One Line
Why should I wait for you to write me a song?
You never really said you would anyway.
You keep on promising
But I guess our love's not that inspiring.
(chorus)
Only one line
I've heard only one line.
And it's the world's biggest lie.
Only one line
You've written one line.
Give up now don't even try.
All you've written is, "I'll love you for always"
But I can tell that soon you'll be gone.
If a song about us is not happening
Let's go our own ways and find another song to sing.
We've been stuck like this for so long
Now breaking up doesn't seem so wrong.
chorus
Only one line
I've heard only one line
And it's the world's biggest lie. Only one line
You've only written one line.
Just give it up you don't have to try.
Love Scares Me
There's no sense for me to be tense when you're near.
You always remind me that there's nothing to fear.
(chorus)
Love is what scares me
Enough to unnerve me.
I never knew what it was before.
When you try to kiss me
I get up to leave
Because I'm scared of falling for you.
There's no reason for me to keep blaming myself.
People make mistakes. I did too and I fell.
chorus
Maybe if you give me some time
To get used to this feeling
Of having someone loving me too,
Maybe if you give me some time
I could accept what my heart knows is true:
I might be falling for you,
Even though I'm afraid... Fairytale (please suggest a better title :P)
(chorus)
Somewhere along his journey
My prince got himself lost
But I'm still gonna wait here.
I'm not going anywhere
'Cuz I know one day he'll finally find me.
Once upon a time I thought I found him.
I was so sure but I was only dreaming.
He turned into an ogre
Who wouldn't lend a shoulder.
Once upon a time he ran off screaming.
Some time between a long time ago and now
I thought I found him again.
I was closer this time, we were even friends
But the wicked witch got to him somehow.
chorus
Long long ago in a land far away
I thought I knew true love.
I was wrong
I drifted for so long.
Long long ago I had enough.
*ok, that's all for now lol. I'd like to say that most of these have nothing to do with my life experiences unlike all my poems before. They may, however, make some references to previous incidents :P hope you like it! The last one is pretty random lol. CIAO!!!
love,
Elaine 9月3日 Yay new computer!I finally got my internet connected on my new computer! yay. I spent so much money in the last few months....Anyway, now i'll be able to update this thingie more often. Uncle Henry keep checking! When are you coming home anyway? But ya, i have some new poems and some new art i'll be posting soon. Right now, i gotta go shower before mommy yells again!!! CIAO!
love,
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