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6月13日 My PainMy Pain
So, I've heard he's found someone.
The tears in my heart weigh a ton.
I'm responsible for my own undoing
But I won't let him see my pain.
They deserve happiness as much as I do.
I know, one day I will be happy too.
Twice today we passed each other
He smiled to me while walking beside her
It's my own fault for readily falling
And I smiled to hide my pain.
Fill me with anger so I can move on,
The pain comes from regretting the fact that he's gone.
I try to pretend that I don't see.
My heart knows the truth too clearly.
I was stupid for ever believing
And he will never know the depth of my pain.
They deserve happiness, but when's it my turn?
Why does my heart have to be left out to burn?
°°~Elaine Kao~°°
K so yea, i wrote this poem today while waiting for my bro at karate. I sat in the car....good thing too! Cuz right after I wrote this depressing poem Sempai Jason comes walking along!!!OMG I had forgotten just how cute he was but now I can't forget lol. He kinda looks like Cavalleto but different kind of cute lol. Yea, sometimes....ugh....don't let me see mike with his gf please.....ARGH stupid stupid stupid stupid....and I can't even be mad cuz she's a nice girl DAMN IT........no no no think happy thoughts....my karate guy.....the one that IS NOT MY BOYFRIEND.....ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I'm leaving...my head hurts.....
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