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3月3日 new poems :)1. I see no problem with being caught in your spell. This is the first bit of happiness that I've felt. Since it seems inevitable that I should fall I'd rather you be the reason for my heartache. I don't care if you ever realize I'm here Just hearing your voice diminishes my fear. As long as your melody can reach me I don't care if I have to walk alone. More magical than our simple words The song on your lips is sweeter than the birds' But your voice is different, it doesn't leave. All through my life this sound will never fly away. Distant enough to be only an illusion But clear enough to give a lasting impression. There's no escape from this enchantment. All at once, it seems, I'm yours completely. 2. In a notebook I keep under my pillow I write almost subconsciously. Anything and everything, my highs and lows, All the feelings which turn to memories. I can tell stories if you feel like listening But words flow better from the tip of my pen. Lord only knows why I stay up late writing. Too much attention paid to someone less than a friend. Sometimes I make sense but mostly I don't. Right now there's no great love to write about. I could be falling soon but I hope I won't. Even if it's meant to be, just leave me out. Terrible contradictions continue to fight inside. Should I risk the fall and make the pain last? It's so much easier for me to run and hide And yet you still come to remind me of the past. Can't you find a new game to play? Don't try to understand what I've written. Even when you're gone you won't go away. Until I can leave you I'll always be hurting. 3. What does it mean If your image lingers And appears in a dream? I thought I was truthful Thinking I had forgotten But it seems I'm too faithful. You're too necessary Life's too scary Without you here I only know fear. What does it take To finally forget you Before I completely break? 4. Perhaps I've honoured you in one poem too many, Spent too many hours trapped with your memory, And maybe to you it was all for nothing But to me these poems stand for everything. With these I hope one day you'll hear me. Perhaps it was your destiny to enter my life, Destiny to end it with an unknowing knife, And maybe in your eyes I'm still fine But you don't know the pain is all mine. 5. Because I saw you again today The healing process has been reversed. And though you smiled and I said, "Hey" All it does is increase the hurt. It doesn't make any sense to me, Since when did we take the same bus? I smile back at you happily Until you go and there's no more us. Up till the moment I realized it was you I really was happy staring at the dark clouds, But then our eyes met and I saw the truth. The memories and regrets in my head scream so loud. I'm still trying to decide whether or not it's a good thing Is mine or anyone's pain ever worth celebrating? 6. If there's no tomorrow where can we meet? I'll follow you, just lead the way. Let's choose a song only we know And sing till the end of today. Even if there's no tomorrow There will still be forever I'm not scared of our future Because we'll be together. rewrite of my first sonnet :P~A Barrier~ There's a barrier between us It may be invisible but it's there. The distance between is endless And I can tell you don't care. I hate to think that all this time you knew. You didn't feel it but I was lead on by your smile. I suppose neither of us really knew what to do. How long do you think we can stay in denial? There were so many things I couldn't say Not a word, not even a sound. Everytime you passed by in the hallway My eyes automatically fell to the ground. Everything about you will be a repressed memory. That's where you'll stay for all eternity. rewrite of Verisimilitude I was foolish for writing your name On every misty and foggy window. Now I can see that my actions were lame Because I didn't think you would know. In any case, I watched your name disappear, There was no way to make it stay. So many things have happened this year But I still don't know what to say. I can't say honestly that I hate you- I don't know how many times I've tried and failed- I only blame myself for not knowing what to do. You'll understand when you read my last email. I wrote your name and now it's gone. I'm trying, it's hard, but I'm moving on. Ok, that's all folks :D enjoy lol leave comments :) ciao ciao |
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