First of all, I found bush guy in facebook. At least he says its him...that was weird lol. SECOND AND MOST IMPORTANTLY, Mel just told me that she went to school with Rajan! the karate guy! the cute one! with a blond girlfriend....anyway, its so weird.....its just more proof that everyone is connected to each other somehow....maybe Josh is closer than I thought he was......or maybe I should just get a boyfriend and forget about everyone else lol. Anyway, I wrote some new poems recently but I don't want to post them here yet lol. Oh and i'm getting one of my poems copyrighted and printed in a book....i'm a semi-finalist in a poetry competition :D I automatically get entered in the finals... :) The poem is "Repainted" and I posted it in here a while ago. Anyway...gotta go do something else now :D 

How's everyone's studying goin?  I know I haven't studied at all today lol but thats ok cuz i'll just skim read all day tomorrow...I finally started doing my assignment #20 for art correspondence lol....yes...I actually just skipped all the practice i was supposed to do and went right to the assignment.  It had three parts: monogram using 2 or 3 letters in my name, writing BROKEN in a creative way, and writing a Roman alphabet.  So....I think i should do the assignment now but at the same time i dont really want to....

In other news...I've found a bunch of cute actors :P some are japanese, some korean, some chinese, and a few singers...MDO! MDO is a latin boyband lol. Alex Grullon i think his name is....is the cutest one :D  But its an interesting concept for a boyband cuz the producer wanted to create a forever young boyband so when the members reached a certain age they were forced to leave.  It's a little harsh eh? lol so the band was originally called Menudo and they changed it to MDO when the members decided they should stay for longer (menudo, you leave when ur 16 or something) then the group had members up to age 23 i think....anyway.... so Shunsuke Nakamura is one of the japanese actors. He was in a drama i was watching on the site Tina found :P its an awesome site! All the drama and anime you could want! and they have subtitles in english so its all good :D Yea....I'm still waiting for Josh's new album's piano music to come out.  It's taking so long....

ok that will be all for now.  Good luck to everyone on the rest of your exams!

love,

 Elaine

Ok, so Jamie wants me to draw a picture of Benji ("So You Think You Can Dance") for her as a christmas present.  She then went on to saying that I should draw everybody's crushes (celebrity or not) as their presents.  I think its not a bad idea and it would give me a lot of practice lol. SOOOOO anyone who wants me to draw your favourite celebrity or your girlfriend or boyfriend, whatever, you guys better send me a picture.  And i'd rather not draw Michael Jackson so if any of you have a crush on him, i am sorry. Really (in more ways than one) Ok, that will do for now. Just thought I'd give you all a heads up :D  You must realize that this will take a lot of effort and time so give me the pics as soon as possible JAMIE.  k ciao tutti :D

 

 

And so I realize too late that I wasn't mistaken.

Now that I know for sure, I'm still a bit shaken.

A small part of me had still hoped I was wrong

But for once in my life I was right all along.

Your heart has no vacancy, no room for me

And so I realize my heart is homeless tonight.

 

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How lonely is he, the one who loves me?

How tired are we who are continuously searching

And what is it that we're searching for?

I've become dependent on the ghost of a dream,

A dream that lasts forever and a lifetime.

I try to forget but I can't give up this dream.

I can't give up the chance to find the one who loves me.

 

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I'm like the sun among billions of brighter stars.

I'm an insignificant little speck of dust.

Or maybe I'm even less than an atom.

Maybe that's why his glance dismisses me...

 

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No more you.

Only pictures remain.

Forever alone

In the constant rain.

 

No more us.

Only fading memories.

Forever apart

Separated by the seas.

 

Wouldn't you know it,

We actually believed

Our hearts were a perfect fit,

But who would've thought?

Who could've foreseen

A promise you so easily forgot?

 

No more me.

My soul is dead to the world

Forever in pieces

Scattered for all time.

 

No more you,

No more us,

No more me,

Forever.

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