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    November 23

    ~These words are never far from my lips~

    *~Why Are You There Again?~*

    I hate to see you always returning
    To that unfortunate place.
    That discomfort in your heart shows through
    As a tear upon your face.

    You thought he had filled the holes inside
    And that your heat was whole again
    But already, fractures and cracks reappear
    As he leaves you out there in the rain.

    If his words diminish and he walks away
    Who can blame you for feeling like this?
    You can sense things changing everyday...
    I remember that familiar loneliness.

    He promised to make your wish come true
    But that dream appears impossible for you.

     
    *~That Feeling~*

    Was i wrong to fall into another dream?
    Why is my heart being punished?
    I pulled out the courage to believe...
    Has the feeling already vanished?

    This dream began differently from the other
    But it's slowly becoming the same...
    What reason is there for making me suffer?
    Why do I have to go through those feelings again?

    There's no getting used to being ignored-
    Though I lived with it every day.
    This time I let myself dream more than before
    And I'm afraid once again I've been lead astray.

    Why does it seem like the dream's already ending?
    Can't you see my heart crumble? Or are you pretending?

     

    *~Her Reflection~*

    The broken reflection stares back in pieces,
    Separating a tear from her eye.
    The tinkling rain adds its countermelody
    To the tears she promised not to cry.

    She knows everyone is worried about her
    So she must try harder to hide...
    Once more she'll have to show the world
    Her smile can hide the pain inside.

    That heart of glass she had hidden from view
    Should not have been given away so easily.
    The dust of the heart he shattered that night
    Will remain unretrievable, lost particles in the city.

    The songs she sings are all reminders
    Of someone who used to treasure her voice.
    From now on she may stop singing
    But the pain can only escape through her melody.

    The pieces of her reflection stare back blankly.
    She'll remove the tears and hide them discreetly.

    *~One More Day~*

    I remembered the night we walked through the mist-
    You held my hand in yours as we walked through a dream.
    You told me your heart had never felt like this
    And in that moment our faces were lit by a pale moonbeam.

    That star I had wished upon for all these years-
    I began to believe it had finally heard me.
    I have been trying not to show you my tears
    Since your words became meaningless and empty.

    I don't believe all the things you said were lies
    But remembering them now cuts into me like a knife.

    There must be a reason your heart began to wander
    Though you said you dont know how and when it happened.
    I always thought your love for me would last longer.
    I should have been smart and left my heart unopened.

    Just as your voice began to melt my heart,
    So soon your words have restored it to ice.
    I always end up blaming myself because I'm not smart.
    I would never fall, never wish f i had a choice.

    The dream has already ended as the mist clears away.
    I wish your heart still belonged to me for one more day.

     

    All I can say is...I really am a true artist ahaha ^_^.  I thought I was done writing for...a long time. Guess not. Enjoy~ ok i need to sleep now. not thinking clearly.


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