Wow~ I haven't written anything in ages >_< anyway~ here's a new poem ^^ was bored at the CALL facility today and didn't feel like studying haha~ I couldn't think of a better title so....here it is >_<:

*~Turbulence Within~*
It isn't too difficult to believe in a lie
But what happens when your heart and mind
Choose to believe something new?

Perhaps I'll lose myself the harder I try
But I still think it's better for me to just hide
Because I'm afraid of what reality can do.

I don't know what to do anymore
When my words and actions don't match.
Everything I told myself before
Is becoming meaningless and empty.

I must continue to believe in this lie
In order to remain ignorant and blind
To what I know can not come true.

♫~Elaine~♫

Yappari >_< I can't write well if I'm not depressed haha! T_T well bear with me~ hope this poem wasn't too bad >_<